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Old 02-10-2019, 02:55 PM   #1
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Not sure why, everything is slowly falling into place but the energy to get what I want is draining. Get a home, et a bank and paperwork for the loan, shopping for the house, a couch, still looking for a table, not having internet yet, more works to be done, fighting about work (part or full time?), waiting for disability renewal maybe? Living ALONE. And when with parents we often fight to the point I cant say a single letter, missing my pets and so on...

Tonight it all seems too much. I feel like cutting and I think im going to... had to let it out
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Old 02-10-2019, 08:32 PM   #2
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Buying & settling into a home has to be one of the more stressful experiences the average person has. So it's not surprising to me you are feeling stressed. I'm glad you were able to come here to PC to let even just a little bit of it out. Please take care...
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Old 02-11-2019, 02:23 AM   #3
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I ended up doing it. It strangely hurt. Helped a bit. Im still feeling on the edge
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Old 02-11-2019, 07:57 AM   #4
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Did it again. Seeing T tonight. I cant stop. or better... I cant go on with life.

Why do I feel like finding the table I want is a matter of life or death??? I feel so stupid
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Old 02-11-2019, 10:43 AM   #5
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How can a table make me break down like this???
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Old 02-11-2019, 12:36 PM   #6
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It sounds as though the idea of buying a house is just extremely stressful for you. Is it possible it's simply too much for you to take on... especially if you're having to do it alone? My wife & I own a townhome in a small townhome complex. But if I were by myself I'm pretty sure I'd just rent.

I'm glad you'll be having the opportunity to see your T again tonight. (Perhaps you already have?) Hopefully you will have, or did have, an opportunity to talk about all of this. Sometimes what we want, & what we can realistically handle, can be two different things. I don't want to be throwing cold water on your dream of home ownership. But it just sounds as though the whole project is really getting to you.
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I cant take It anymore, losing my mind
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Its not much about the house but all I have to do to have it as I want it. If I dont, it wont be my home, my nest. I need to live until it will be complete. It IS a matter of life or death. It is
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