[PsychNitrous]

Originally Posted by Fizzyo

(((((PsychNitrous))))) it is a hard battle. Your boyfriend probably knows more than he lets on. My hubbie notices "the evidence" but usually says nothing as he doesn't want to upset me.

It sounds like he cares (like my hubbie does) but I know that doesn't always change how you feel.
Well done for not doing anything all day.
Best wishes and hugs whatever you do next.

Thanjs. I guess it's hard for me to tell if he notices or not. He works in a kitchen and comes home often with cuts and burns and bruises, and I often ask about them. He's never asked about any of my cuts though, and I'm not sure if we've ever talked about the fact that I have a history of SH. Some days I want to ask if he knows, but I don't know how to say it.

[4428247]

Guys, I felt normal today. I haven't felt normal in three years. Idk why im posting that here but people seem to really care, and it's just such an odd feeling

[AmandaBroken]

Originally Posted by 4428247

Guys, I felt normal today. I haven't felt normal in three years. Idk why im posting that here but people seem to really care, and it's just such an odd feeling

That is great news. High Fives...

I will continue to pray for you.

Amanda

[AmandaBroken]

99 Days...

[4428247]

3 days/10 days

[AmandaBroken]

Originally Posted by 4428247

3 days/10 days

Remember 1 day at a time... You are off to a good start.

I offer a gentle hug and a soft embrace...

[spiritpanda]

about 2 weeks but I will be 0 again due to I need to pull an all nighter and SH keeps me energized

[AmandaBroken]

Originally Posted by spiritpanda

about 2 weeks but I will be 0 again due to I need to pull an all nighter and SH keeps me energized

Speak positive and your chances of beating this will grow, Don't give in. Talk to me if you need to vent or distract.

Amanda

[4428247]

4/10 days

[PsychNitrous]

0. Up and down, up and down, all the damn time. I'd think I was actually bipolar if my up's ever went above "normal".