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Didn't get to the little ball thing, cuz we got to the raised one first, and it took a little longer since it was next to the recent one. He did say that over time, the raised one will flatten out on its own. He said what it's called, but I can't remember the name.

Felling really triggered righ T now though... really really want to si right now...
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Haven't SH since Tuesday 28th. Yay me...
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****, I relapsed. I'd think I was rapid-cycling bipolar if my mood ever rose above . . . normal, I guess. But it isn't. I feel ok, then my mood plummets, then it's back up again. Within hours. Minutes sometimes. I feel so unstable.

Although it's weird that I actually think of this as a relapse and not just, "damn, I did it again".
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Wow that's a good run so far. Best wishes for your ongoing efforts.
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I managed a few weeks. Last night was not a good night. I am ashamed and weak.
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Will this cycle never end... Day 0.
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I managed a few weeks. Last night was not a good night. I am ashamed and weak.
(((((((ACQPL)))))))) you did well for some weeks......well done for that.
A relapse is always understandable, I hope you can find a way to be understanding and kind to yourself, you probably need it more than ever now
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Will this cycle never end... Day 0.
I really feel for you, (((((((bornunderabadsign)))))))

You slipped, just like many of us (and me too). Don't forget how much control each hour takes. All those days are a win...each one! Only you know how hard each hour was to stay "safe". Well done from me for each and every day. Best wishes as you get up again
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