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that's the best you can do. bring up your concerns with your doctor. No one online can diagnose you.


HA! Went to him today actually as a walk in... he was pissed and hurried me away, so I got up and told him to have a nice day, my treatment ended today with that. **** the VA.
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I literally think I'm God. I believe many things. Like we're in an alien AI simulation. Causing people harm has never been my thing. I used to go on chat rooms and help people that were suicidal until the owner of one chat turned out to be a religious extremist maniac. People are many things. They have all sorts of beliefs. People smoke crack. I smoked crack. Maybe I'm hallucinating everything and no one is real. But LOVE wins over all because it is so strong. What my family would do without me if all my "delusions" were not real and that this is the only reality there is.. they would be left behind and the only existence would be them wondering through the last stages of the universes existence until we all go pooff... and disappear like the 0.000000001% of existence that us monkeys had.. maybe aliens will appear.. but you can see them on DMT maybe? I was too scared to break through cuz I would then be in the psych bin for the rest of my life.. I know too much.. Does the devil trip on psychedelics and have schizophrenia? Does he manipulate people while God knows everything or does God get confused? Does God have disorganized schizophrenia so he doesn't even know what the hell he's doing with his creations? The devil has a clear mind maybe idk.. But it's all not real.. Nothing is real.. then boom... big bang.. Which is a theory.. everything is.. Reality is just a bunch of hallucinations that we all collectively agree on..

With antisocial, you move from one place to the next after people realize what you are doing to them.. moving through a field of blind sheep.. lonely world.. just like God. The devil was an angel but he turned on God. Why? Who cares to read the bible? It was written by humans.. they were probably using psychedelics and jesus was schizophrenic and smoking pot...

There is an antichrist as well. But I can't tell who it is and don't care to say because it's all pointless in the end. Memory fades forever and our souls go to the soul factory.

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HA! Went to him today actually as a walk in... he was pissed and hurried me away, so I got up and told him to have a nice day, my treatment ended today with that. **** the VA.
VA sucks indeed... they do little to help those who were in the military especially those with disabilities. My dad has a messed up back from when he was in the army... they told him "physical therapy" would fix it only to find out by regular doctor that he needed back surgery. Granted i think my dad doctored shopped until he got pain medications and the fact that he refuses to get back surgery speaks volumes of his priorities. I guess my point is... VA sucks, i'd find another doctor.
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The devil talked to me once, tried to take my soul.
Death was near too.
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I literally think I'm God. I believe many things. Like we're in an alien AI simulation. Causing people harm has never been my thing. I used to go on chat rooms and help people that were suicidal until the owner of one chat turned out to be a religious extremist maniac. People are many things. They have all sorts of beliefs. People smoke crack. I smoked crack. Maybe I'm hallucinating everything and no one is real. But LOVE wins over all because it is so strong. What my family would do without me if all my "delusions" were not real and that this is the only reality there is.. they would be left behind and the only existence would be them wondering through the last stages of the universes existence until we all go pooff... and disappear like the 0.000000001% of existence that us monkeys had.. maybe aliens will appear.. but you can see them on DMT maybe? I was too scared to break through cuz I would then be in the psych bin for the rest of my life.. I know too much.. Does the devil trip on psychedelics and have schizophrenia? Does he manipulate people while God knows everything or does God get confused? Does God have disorganized schizophrenia so he doesn't even know what the hell he's doing with his creations? The devil has a clear mind maybe idk.. But it's all not real.. Nothing is real.. then boom... big bang.. Which is a theory.. everything is.. Reality is just a bunch of hallucinations that we all collectively agree on..



With antisocial, you move from one place to the next after people realize what you are doing to them.. moving through a field of blind sheep.. lonely world.. just like God. The devil was an angel but he turned on God. Why? Who cares to read the bible? It was written by humans.. they were probably using psychedelics and jesus was schizophrenic and smoking pot...



There is an antichrist as well. But I can't tell who it is and don't care to say because it's all pointless in the end. Memory fades forever and our souls go to the soul factory.



Edit: Tech n9nnnnneeee!


I too wonder if everything is real. I致e thought suicide just to prove it. I do believe I知 antisocial, I have no friends, stay inside, think everyone is after me type ****. It痴 annoying, but for the few minutes I type this, I知 aware at least. Afterward, I値l forget and go back to it until I catch myself yet again. I知 just a cold hearted dude that can only tell people 的 miss who I was and I知 sorry. Almost got arrested at the VA as well, quit my job, so far it痴 going great... and now I want to flush my meds because deep down... I love who I am, nobody is better. I know it痴 ****ed up but I believe I am untreatable, so why not embrace who I really am? ****, witches and demons honestly were probably mentally ill people and nobody knew what to think or do, **** it burn em! And yes I love Tech N9ne, Logic, Dax, Hopsin etc. I also for some reason love dark music, it痴 like it feeds something without me committing actions, like I can live it in my head. Idk. Does anyone else think they literally are the Devil?
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The devil talked to me once, tried to take my soul.

Death was near too.


What did he/she say? I just believe I am because whatever I touch turns black and I do not ****ing care, I知 somewhat omnipotent, more so than Odin. My mind is something and wants nothing, but my heart is nothing but wants to be something... myself just won稚 allow it so I知 along for the ride.
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Wellll I just freaked my neighbors out... being a mad man lol. I just don稚 want them to press their religious **** on me now lol.
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