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Old 05-13-2018, 02:38 PM   #1
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I was playing dumb
That plot line has been
Done to death.
Bye
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Old 05-13-2018, 02:54 PM   #2
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There's more plot holes
Than in the sixth sense.
Fighting outside the bar
And a spectator only sees him.
Aw well it's in his imagination.
That the film blown.
He's having sex with his
Girlfriend but is also
On top of the stairs
Looking around the kitchen.
No sleep? But he is physically
Strong enough to pummel
People to bits.
Work in the office.
Travel over seas.
And work in a restaurant.
And train people to make
Soap and bombs
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Old 05-13-2018, 03:49 PM   #3
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My biological dad
Was said to be a
Very intelligent man.
He left school at fifteen.
He said he could
Not stand living at
Home any more.
With "her" his mum,
And my granmy.
Yet he turned
Down apartments from
The local council
Time and time again.
He never got over
My mum and his
Separation. He was
Completely stuck in a time warp.
All he did was watch
Old war movies,
And speak about the army.
Did he get discharged
Because his own brothers
In arms broke his
Leg on purpose in
A football match?
I don't think
He had seasonal affective disorder
He had depression.
I know he had a stroke
As well. And I accepted
That he had a disability.
And that he wasn't
Tip top physically.
Being a young child
I asked questions
When I plucked up
The courage and he
Would never give
Me a straight answer.
When I first started
To see him every second
Weekend he said he
Had skeletons in the closet
And it was clear
He meant they would
Be staying there.
I grew up thinking
That all families
Kept secrets and lies
And I found it
Hard to trust I
Will put my hands
Up and admit this.
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Old 05-13-2018, 04:14 PM   #4
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It was confusing
For me growing up.
I always felt that
My mum and step dad and brother
Were my family.
And that my father
Was the complication.
I had to think before
I spoke depending on
Who I was with or
Speaking to. If I
Called David by his name
My mum and him
Would admonish me.
David is your dad.
Your biological father
Doesnt feed or clothe you
Or put a roof over your head.
But I was too young
To make a decision yet.
And David was so
Short tempered and he
And my mum hit me
All the time.
My biological father
Never got angry.
And that's why
I wanted to get to
Know him.
I felt I was so
Different to my mum
When I was young
I was shy, the stark
Opposite of my mum.
So I must be
More like my father.
And truthfully my brothers
Side didn't really
Make me feel
Like I was part of the family.
My father wasn't
The monster my
Mum made him
Out to be. I
Always thought my
Brother had it easier.

I hated myself
For having to live a double life
And not really knowing
Why I was doing it
And what for
Having to become neutral
And sit on the fence
All the time.
Being told you had
No conviction and didn't
Know your own mind
Because you were
Afraid of upsetting one party.
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Old 05-14-2018, 06:55 AM   #5
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Did you fall off the stage?
Can't kid a kidder.
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Old 05-14-2018, 09:56 AM   #6
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Teenage pregnancy case. Sorry.
Child bearing hips
Pinch an inch.
It takes two to tango.
I grew up.
I am still perplexed as to
Why a man with
Family can justify
Bullying a young woman online.
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Old 05-15-2018, 11:32 AM   #7
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I was certain I wouldn't
End up like them.
So it did rouse some
Uncomfortably angry feelings.
I didn't realise
How much I looked
At the ground
Always lost in thought
Or worrying about my life.
With the illness
Creeping up too.
I had to call it a day.
In class I considered
It a cop out.
It didn't occur to
Me to speak about
Red tartan or soup bubbles.
I was young
I didn't think they
Affected me directly.
I had never said one
Word to the boy in class.
And the other
Didn't feel like my pain
To own.
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Old 05-15-2018, 11:39 AM   #8
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Unbrokensoulgeron View Post
I was playing dumb
That plot line has been
Done to death.
Bye
You would pick
A weird subject to do.
That's boys films and music.
Some people didn't
Like me because I
Did well and was allegedly
An intelligent youngster.
The world of work
Requires so much more
Than passing an exam.
I wouldn't be led
Into a false sense
Of security.
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Old 05-18-2018, 03:45 AM   #9
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Did you fall off the stage?
Can't kid a kidder.
Conversion to alcohol
Southern comfort and lime
Black eye on space invader
I could only put up
With her in small doses.
My friend likes that anime.
Bobbles on wrist.
You caught me off gaurd.
Crates of strawberries.
The flowers, fell off
Being too adventurous.
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Old 05-18-2018, 03:53 AM   #10
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You never relax .
The large pizza
You are just pulling my leg.
Slow down at ghost.
You hold your fork
Like a shovel.
That was parsnips
And not potatoes.
He will trip me
Up at some point.
Cajun. All he spoke
About was fighting.
Please change the subject.
He forced me to
Go out and I
Was sick when got home.
I just wanted a
Day to recharge my batteries.
He would sulk like a child
I am bored. I am so bored.
I don't have a life.
It your fault
I have the life of a dog.
It was you and ward f^^king four
That made me burn my bridges.
I expected you to leave.
I know your mum
Told you to visit me.
Not all your pals
Were against you.
You can get back in touch.
You stopped ME
Going to my friends
Birthday milestone
Persuading me that
I could not afford
To rent a costume.
We had just moved in
Together and you
Were flexing your control.

Why don't you
Arrange a game of snooker or pool?
Go to the gym ?
You were offered a place
On that football team.
I'm nae allowed
Says guy in office.
I don't stop you
I need time to myself
I wish you would give
Me time to myself.
I'll come and watch
Football when you play.
But they are a shi^e team.
Thats not the point.
I go to night classes
At college. I wish
You would get a hobby.
If you went to red
Phone box for a pint
I would be happy.
Why do you insist
On this drama
That's not there.
Acting like your a martyr?
When you are not.
I am grateful you
Stuck around after
The hospitable. I didn't
Know what was going
To transpire either.
I guess many guys
Your age would have
Been cowards. Not
Wanting to be tied down.
Having your whole life
Ahead of you
There's plenty more
Fish in the sea.

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