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Getting very discouraged. Keeping a detailed food diary, recording everything I eat, pushing water, doing the best I know to do, and not seeing results with either weight or blood glucose. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG???? E-mail sent to dietician to find out.
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today someone commented on the fact I've not slept for so long- and that's when you know it's out of control, when other people comment on it (for the record I don't like people commenting on my appearance), I don't actually think it's any of their concern- that, and I all ready have issues with my body (those issues being that I look worse than ****ing shrek)

anyway had breakfast and doing nothing else for the rest of the day

listening to music and posting on here makes it Up I guess (it took me 20 minits to log in today because of the new tagging feature slowing me down)
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Feeling okay except the nerve pain is acting up a lot. Doing the PT exercises for my neck and back. They are helping but I need to use the heating pad more again.

Working on good nutrition for myself. I want to get healthy again! We really need to eat from all 5 food groups and if vegetarian or vegan to substitute other sources of protein instead of meat.

I hope your day is a lovely one!

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Doing everything right. Following instructions to the letter. Weight not cooperating. This morning I even showed a gain.

**** this body. I hate it. I hate me.
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today someone came out to fix my tumble drier. I am so glad it's fixed, it's been broken for 2 days (and seeing as I rely on it, it was the longest 2 days of my life).

I started a new creative writing peace today (which will probably end up forgotten about like all the others)

but I love the main character. she's an 8 year old girl that bites things.

had a pretty disgusting dinner, it was all I could do not to throw up on my plate

I also found an online stream for my hospital radio station. it seems they've gotten with the times now and got one (yay)

I am now listening to atlantis
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Doing everything right. Following instructions to the letter. Weight not cooperating. This morning I even showed a gain.

**** this body. I hate it. I hate me.
Sounds like you have frustration with yourself. Have felt that way at times. How often are you weighing yourself? I was doing it every day until I realized it was causing me problems to do so that often. Have decided to put the scale out in the trunk of the car in the garage. I will bring it in around March 1 and then only weigh myself once a month. I'll let you know how that goes.

There are lots of reasons our weight changes and it's normal to fluctuate up to 5 pounds more or less.
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Trying not to be so hard on myself. I am my worst critic at times. I realize I will do better if I'm not so hard on myself.

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Learned this in therapy long ago and have been doing it again when I'm laying in bed and can't sleep. Often I fall asleep doing it:

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today someone came out to fix my tumble drier. I am so glad it's fixed, it's been broken for 2 days (and seeing as I rely on it, it was the longest 2 days of my life).

I started a new creative writing peace today (which will probably end up forgotten about like all the others)

but I love the main character. she's an 8 year old girl that bites things.

had a pretty disgusting dinner, it was all I could do not to throw up on my plate

I also found an online stream for my hospital radio station. it seems they've gotten with the times now and got one (yay)

I am now listening to atlantis
Best wishes to you on your writing. Sounds very interesting!
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showered today which has done absolutely nothing to improve my mood (in fact made it worse, and made me feel dirty)

one funny thing about the shower is that it nearly flooded the bathroom. I find that funny anyway. my 4 year old mind doesn't seem to apreciate the complications it could have caused if it had got through to the bedroom

I am still feeling a little sick from yesterday's dinner (it was disgusting) I will never use that brand again.

no sleep.

today my friend sophie was meant to deliver me some doctor pepper, now it's not coming until tomorrow night. hope I have enough fiz to last me today (I go through it like a hungry dog goes through dog food)

think today I'm going to do some creative writing and listen to music. nothing special going on
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