[AlwaysChanging2]

Originally Posted by cavaliers

Welcome. Mind if we ask about not having a host? Just don't answer if it's too invasive. We've had times when a host hasn't come forward to be command & control. But when that's happened it has been pure chaos. Nothing is taken care of from simply eating or laundry or appointments...nothing. The term polyunsaturated is not used here in the USA.
Would you mind explaining more?

Polyunsaturated? Lol

Sounds a little fatty to me.

[manyinsiders]

Originally Posted by cavaliers

Welcome. Mind if we ask about not having a host? Just don't answer if it's too invasive. We've had times when a host hasn't come forward to be command & control. But when that's happened it has been pure chaos. Nothing is taken care of from simply eating or laundry or appointments...nothing. The term polyunsaturated is not used here in the USA.
Would you mind explaining more?

Hi,
My name is Juniper.
I’m not sure I can answer...I’m not often awake or around or whatever. But I’m here now. I think all of us experience a fair amount of confusion and chaos. I think there are a number of internal managers who help with things like keeping appointments, eating, dressing, keeping track of money. But there are often glitches as far as I can tell. It’s a day to day effort.
I believe that’s perhaps why Spice had posted here?
I know there are places for journaling, notes are left, alarms set to remind, posters on the walls.
Sincerely, Juniper

[dlantern]

I'm poly welcome to the site it is very helpful

[lucidity11]

Originally Posted by manyinsiders

Hi,
We are new to this site and forums.
We have DID, ptsd, anxiety, depression and EDNOS.
we were diagnosed with Did back in the mid to late 1980s, when it was called mpd.
Due to circumstances, we went a long time with extreme denial and shame about DID and only in the last year or so have we started to really accept and deal with it.
We have a excellent therapist whom we trust, though she is not a DID or trauma specialist.
We knew back when were diagnosed that we were polyfragmented and didn’t have a host, with or without our legal name.

We are looking for friendship and support as we continue on our healing journey. And we hope to meet other folks/systems who may have similar experiences. We have not met too many who are polyfragmented and or don’t have a host.

Thank you for listening. Spice for manyinsiders

I don't like the term polyfragmented, I don't have a host per say. I don't have the original. We have some who are good in the world, such as work, driving, and dealing with people. And we have others who keep us save and talk to the different groups so we aren't constantly surprised by stuff. I don't think I am polyfragmented. I just don't have our original self as a part. Writing this is causing me to feel fear and anxiety. We don't talk about us.

[manyinsiders]

Sorry this caused you anxiety.
I understand it’s hard to talk about.
Best wishes and a safe hug only if you want.
b.