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Old 11-02-2018, 12:42 PM   #721
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tough week, very depressed and lots of blackouts (so depressed I didn't come here)

wednesday was halloween, not a bad night I suppose, though a lot of my plans (all of them?), fell through one way or another

still reading the sisterhood, reading it slowly... not so much enjoying it, but when it's finished I will go on to something better I am sure
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Old 11-03-2018, 08:06 AM   #722
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Body is sore. The workers always want to go to work. (Easier to generalize then be specific)
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Old 11-03-2018, 03:44 PM   #723
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seemed to lose a lot of time this afternoon- not sure how much but a lot

and now their are fireworks outside my window being loud and constant.

so triggery..
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Old 11-04-2018, 12:39 PM   #724
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Nothing ever changes, so what is there to really say?

We type delete, type delete...Day in day out...

Definetly hate ourselves, everything posted is wrong, self critical, judged, disliked, why keep living?
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Old 11-06-2018, 11:45 AM   #725
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Nothing ever changes, so what is there to really say?

We type delete, type delete...Day in day out...

Definetly hate ourselves, everything posted is wrong, self critical, judged, disliked, why keep living?
Thanks for writing this. Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one of the planet that can possibly feel this way. I wish I didn't, and I wish you didn't either.
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Old 11-06-2018, 12:20 PM   #726
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deffenetly one of those days where you just think what's the point?

why am I here?

I honestly don't know why things are so bad half the time, I think half the time I'm just fed up of life and thinking... oh not again, and half the time
i just focus on all my regrets

like today.. not really much of a reason to be depressed,

but you know... today I sat in a chair and filled up on junkfood

go me. where's my medal. that sort of thing
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Old 11-08-2018, 03:34 PM   #727
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barely functioned today.

what else can I say.. I really didn't get anything done apart from eat
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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Gonna make Dd disappear forever by not talking about it.
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Very tired waking up. I was fast asleep last night, and about 3 am as usual I heard parts talking about weight gain and eating 2 eggs everyday and thatís why... and was trying to figure out what else to eat for breakfast that wasnít eggy....shut up already, Iím trying to sleep.

Also noticed that at 3:30 am a very loud truck starts up every morning and drives away.
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