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Old 09-01-2017, 12:14 AM   #11
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My heart is breaking.
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What's wrong TR?
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Old 09-01-2017, 01:01 AM   #13
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Too much for words right now.

Somehow it's my fault.

It means much that you are there.

Thank you!!
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we are finally back on the site (we found a way that we can use it without clicking in that box we hated)

of course, it involves us using internet explorer (a brouzer we hate), but if it means we can post here..

we are just happy summer is over now and the cooler weather is on it's way.

really helps our mood when the weather is cooler and the nights are darker.

we're still not sleeping (which is probably our biggist issue at the moment), but apart from that, (and losing lots of time), we hope that at least until Christmas we can live some sort of a normal life (maybe?)

we were also ill for the past 3 weeks with a vomiting bug.

sucks, especially when you're actually really hungry

oh right

and we hurt our leg- we fell and it hurts.

on top of our current pain issues.... ow
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My heart is truly breaking.

Is there any pain worse than seeing your babies hurting and not being able to pick them up and hold them?

They grow up and become men and are confident and self assured. They are amazing!

When their heart hurts I see them when they were little and needed comfort. I gave it with love and kisses. I picked him up and held him.

I can't pick him up and hold him now.

He is being strong and confident but I see it in his eyes.

I so wish I could.

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hopelessness.
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(((Anyjay)))

Tonight I felt that with my counselor, working through some things. I got home and let my mind pour into my journal. What felt like hopelessness and powerlessness turned into me it in a different way.

I'm not I'm not in a really good place myself just yet, but I feel it coming.

It's going to be ok for me.

I pray it is for you too.
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Finally halfway "met" the one that was causing chest pain and interfering with some of us being in the front. This one is no where near communicating yet, but it's a start.
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I am struggling so much with the termination of T. It is like a death. Not of T but of myself. I can't face my selves without that support. I don't trust I can find it with new t. The system has shut down.
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It's 12:30 and I don't want to go to bed.

It feels like everything is falling apart.

I JUST WANT TO FEEL SAFE!!!!!

I don't know how to find that.

Things are so screwed up here right now.

It's going to be ok.

I truly believe that. I really do.
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