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Old 01-12-2018, 07:46 PM   #1
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The bad nights have come back.

Those nights when I think dying is the answer. The nights when I cannot face the next day.

And they are getting more and more frequent.

I can’t do this again. I just can’t.

I skipped work the last two days. I couldn’t face the world. And now I’m just wondering why I’m even still trying? What is the point? Ultimately I still want to die. I don’t think that will ever change.
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Old 01-12-2018, 08:46 PM   #2
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Sorry you have those bad nights.

Everything changes. Nothing stays the same forever. You can see things changing all around us in this world. To me, that is where I put my hope: that nothing I feel tonight is permanent and it can get better. Tomorrow promises something new...I hope it brings something good for you.
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You've been noticing your decline for some time. Were you able to get ahold of your T?

I know it feels like you can't keep fighting and I have no right to tell you to. Just know that I'm here and I support you.
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Hope you can get the help you deserve. Take care
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You've been noticing your decline for some time. Were you able to get ahold of your T?

I know it feels like you can't keep fighting and I have no right to tell you to. Just know that I'm here and I support you.
I finally remembered to contact her and seeing her on Monday. Now I just have to try and actually be honest.



As is always the way, it’s daylight now and things never seem as bad and now i feel like I’m overreacting.
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Let us know how it goes with your T. In the meantime, we're here for you.
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You're not overreacting, my friend. Your mind's simply trying to survive.
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