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Old 09-14-2017, 12:40 PM   #1
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I feel so horrible. I'm such a burden to my family they don't know what to do. I want to just disappear.
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Old 09-14-2017, 12:57 PM   #2
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Old 09-14-2017, 01:08 PM   #3
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Did your family make any comment in particular that made you feel this way?
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I'm so sorry you feel this way. I've felt like this, too. However, I doubt your family truly sees you as a burden and you are certainly not a burden to any of us. We all need help at times for one reason or another. You've clearly made efforts to make progress and I give you credit for making it this far. Fighting through depression is tough, but you've managed to do so this long. You're not in the battle alone, either. And you can win. Don't give up now. I think you are a strong, capable person. Please try and stick around. Things can change for the better.

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Old 09-14-2017, 01:46 PM   #5
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I don't want my dad to see me crying so I hide in the bathroom.
I've made so many mistakes and my future looks so bad. I don't want this anymore.
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Old 09-14-2017, 03:01 PM   #6
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I'm sorry you're having a tough time. I empathize with you. Sometimes I'd like to disappear as well. Is it possible that your depression is lying to you and causing you to being more sensitive. I mean this in the way you might be assuming (it's called mind reading) that you are seeing signs that your family thinks you're a burden when actually you're not. It will get better. Hang in there.
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I get it. My parents lost friends because of me...moving halfway across the country did not fix the damage or the memory.
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