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Unread 08-12-2017, 12:37 AM   #1
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I hope I die soon.

No, don't worry. This isn't me saying "I am going to make sure I die soon." This is just me saying I want to die as soon as possible.

Not even sure why I said not to worry, except to soothe any mod who may read this. I know nobody truly cares. It doesn't matter how I feel. What I think. All that matters is that my heart still beats and my brain is still functional.

I will help others. I will watch my life crumble. I will watch people turn away. I will be alone in the end. And none of it matters. Not anymore. Why? Simple. Because I no longer matter.

Take care everyone and be good to yourselves. You still matter. Rejoice in that. Look me up if you need or want someone to talk to. Once you no longer feel the need, you can feel free to move on too...

I'm sure that's probably wishful thinking too. Who would want advice from a half wit like me?
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I haven't experienced you like that
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Unread 08-12-2017, 02:40 PM   #3
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I haven't experienced you like that
Lately I am being told (indirectly) I know nothing and I should shut up...so that's how I feel about me... half wit.
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Sorry to hear someone has told you something like that. That would hurt anyone. I know I can get down for a long time if someone says something like that to me. Luckily, it goes away at some point even though it's hard now.
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That's actually not even the worst of it and it's becoming a constant thing. I'm not quite sure what to do anymore.
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That's actually not even the worst of it and it's becoming a constant thing. I'm not quite sure what to do anymore.


Do you want to write about what the "worst part" is?
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There are days or even weeks at a time sometimes where everything I do or say elicits a reason to be hollered at or cussed at. But I am told it's all my fault and when I insist it isn't.. "yea, I know, you never do anything wrong do you?" That's an example.
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It's pretty common theme for abusers to try to get you to believe that your resposabile for there actions, they are abusing you ! And manipulating you .
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I'm so sad that you're being treated this way.. please, don't listen to them. You're a wonderful person. You've helped me so many times.. and you've helped other people as well. They just want you to feel bad about yourself.. don't let them win!
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I hope it's a person you can keep your distance to. It's not good for people who struggle to be around degrading individuals. We need people who can encourage, support, and who loves us for who we are. I have kept away from family members for that reason. I hope you're doing a bit better
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