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Unread 06-18-2017, 04:49 PM   #1
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Every day is a battle to not give in to these ever increasing urges. Every ****ing day.

I don't want to keep fighting. I just want this to stop now.

I'm tired of keep on going on about it here too, I'm sure you're all sick of me by now. I should just end it and then you can focus on the people who want to live and want help.

I need my time to be up. It was really close to being up a couple nights ago. I can't keep doing this.
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Unread 06-18-2017, 04:51 PM   #2
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How do you feel about going to the hospital?
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Unread 06-18-2017, 05:05 PM   #3
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Hospital has been very hit and miss for me, but my last admission pretty much put me off for life.

I know that when I have been like this before I have ended up in hospital, and appreciate maybe that is what I need. But I won't be agreeing to that again.

It's never that easy to get admitted here anyway.
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Unread 06-18-2017, 05:41 PM   #4
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Just know that you can write as much as you need to on here. People are here to help as much as they can, sometimes more than other times. I often feel like a burden too on people, that they get tired of me. For me it often gets a bit better in the evening. Any time of day when it's better for you?
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Unread 06-18-2017, 05:58 PM   #5
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I don't really have a time that I can think of as better, nights are always bad though. The days seem to depend in how much sleep I have or haven't had.
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Unread 06-18-2017, 07:05 PM   #6
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Why do i have to be alive? I just can't anymore.
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Unread 06-18-2017, 07:23 PM   #7
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I'm sorry you're hurting, whisperingskye
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Unread 06-18-2017, 09:43 PM   #8
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I haven't been around much, fren, but believe me when I tell you, I'll always try to be here for you when you need me. I wish I could do more than offer internet presence, but I'm a few continents away.

Oh, and vent away. No one's getting "tired" of you. You're a friend to several on here.
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Hi whisperingskye, I'm sorry I don't remember...are you on any meds?
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