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Unread 05-19-2017, 12:50 AM   #1
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Others have done it, many have attempted to do it... so why can't I?

"Haven't you taken enough from me? Won't you torture someone else's sleep?" -TP, 'Anathema'.

More and more I see only one way to truly be free. See, the pills only work to a degree. I still remain tormented by devils when I'm late in taking the medication. Even when I'm taking it, I can feel the demons prowl the darkness that surrounds my clarity. There's talk of an antidepressant now. What will that do? Put me in the hospital like every time before? Screw that.

I'm so ****ing alone right now. I don't do good alone and I know that but I can't seem to shed the habit. Alone is safe until my mind strangles me into submission. I don't know what to do or where to turn. Anything I've tried before is a temporary fix to my permanent problem.
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Unread 05-19-2017, 01:09 AM   #2
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You're one fo the strongest people I know.. you've been fighting for so long. Please don't give up.. you're worth all the help you're getting, and even more.

There's tons of people who loves you here, and are willing to listen. Hope that can help a bit
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You're one fo the strongest people I know.. you've been fighting for so long. Please don't give up.. you're worth all the help you're getting, and even more.

There's tons of people who loves you here, and are willing to listen. Hope that can help a bit
I agree. Hold on. They will eventually get it right. Keep fighting. You're not alone in this. You have us.
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Unread 05-19-2017, 03:11 PM   #4
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I'm tired of fighting.
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"I hate you and I love you. Because I can’t help it. You’re my mom.”
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You're not alone here...otherwise no words. I'm here to listen
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I appreciate all of you guys. The things that are on my mind are from my past. I just can't let go...

Kind of the definition of PTSD Still, I appreciate you all.
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