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Unread 02-11-2017, 09:32 AM   #1
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Maybe here I will post disturbing thoughts, my own and what I bump into. Start with Cradle of filth:

one half adrift in the vast abyss
of despair and misery
the other half mask of rich red lips
whetted by the fevers of belief and greed
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Maybe here I will post disturbing thoughts, my own and what I bump into. Start with Cradle of filth:

one half adrift in the vast abyss
of despair and misery
the other half mask of rich red lips
whetted by the fevers of belief and greed
The journey has been long. My bare feet bleed. Miles of glass on a broken path. I keep walking towards the setting sun. One day I will rest.
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Thanks guys for the support...

witchy death & depression associations:
nigredo, black, reaper, Saturn, onyx, tobacco, rum, Papa Legba, hourgass, time, harvest, abyss, structure, disorder...
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Bigotry, hatred, ignorance, ableism, impotence of empathy. Compassion swirling like the final waters down a drain leading to an unknown darkness. Kiss the feet of your tormentors or smash their empty heads and reveal the confetti between their ears. Choices borrowed or choices made you end up in the same grave.
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Impotence of empathy - good one

I regret that any of us have had to experience this.

(Especially from "professionals" who surely are supposed to possess empathy as one of. The essential competencies ) (irl)

(Sorry to repeat this. But many other things are repeated in this life like the meds I am unable to tolerate but which have saved so many lives.... I'm not sure who is even writing this, maybe a ghost?

Respectful regards

(Ps my advice is look after your teeth )
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Abusers with their projectile vomiting, mothers who have a baby to "save" their dying marriage but who find babies boring, especially those babies of an "inferior" sex ... hatred, being forced to exist having been informed how "terrible" ones life is by Those Who Are All Knowing (irl)
Professionals who we trusted who are found to possess nothing but emptiness rattling around with hatred (irl)
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thank you bearhearts

SALVATION SPELL

my eyes no longer see reality
just shattered worlds
of tortured years
gold glued into symbolic imagery
my demons are too haunting for the world to see
so I turn them into fantasy
where I drown
in a mirage
living in a world so otherworldly
they see only deserts
but I call it home
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Rushalka demon naked
Rushalka wood nymph unwedded
In river's bottom she will take you
And forever there she will keep you
Rushalka spirit wrathful
Rushalka ghost unfaithful
When you hear me when you see me
Then your life has no meaning

Look at me I am dancing - Hear me I am singing
Come here darling - Death is what you feel

^Rotting Christ, I love listening when feeling dark or depressed without reason. I guess there are levels and classes of depression, and mixed states. Uncertainty is a *****. Panic attacks and their depressive aftertaste. Past mistakes and future fears.

Trigger for starting this thread was anxiety article that redirected to a porn site. I didnt click but just the apology made me uneasy. I also guess every part of our psyche has a shadow.

I like to make my shadow stylish and symbolic. Otherwise it would result in another shadow and it would create a circle of pain. Maybe. And also I like mysteries.

Im not sure how Im feeling today.

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Saturn + Venus

Merging of these two bring up lots of questions:

Is orgasm a small death?
Is abortion a crime?
How do I cope with depression?
Why is there a dark side to everything?
Can I make love with gods?
Will I be punished for the things I love?
How far am I willing to go for what I love?
Would you die for me?
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