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Old 01-23-2019, 11:25 AM   #331
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The bonny lassie.
I can't pinpoint why
I was in a terrible mood
And why I decided not
To try and cover it up.
I just know it was
Not the green eye monster.
It was only one occasion.
When I got a lecture
And a ticking off
For not looking
Him in the eye,
I bucked up.
I am human, after all.
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Old 01-23-2019, 12:38 PM   #332
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Default What more? They want blood...

I do not regret
Diving head first
Back to full time work.
Whittling down options
Is not always a bad thing.
So I should have taken
A full gap year.
Then went to College.
But I turned down
The doctors offer
For the art therapy
And the assertiveness course.
I just wanted away
From the hospital environment.
If someone had said
Take at least six months
To rest and recuperate
And then think
Of The future.
Everyone said
I had no future.
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Old 01-23-2019, 12:58 PM   #333
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It was a reputable company
But the job was not
A long staying venture.
I should have been
Where you were.
And I was asking
Too much with
The application form.
Nobody would stick
Their neck out
For anyone unless
They were the actual
Boss giving someone
A chance. You did
Not know me that well.
But you knew enough
To know I was
Too much of a risk
And not dependable.
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Old 01-23-2019, 01:29 PM   #334
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Default Re: Petals

I lost confidence in myself
And my faith and confidence
In other people.
I felt that people enjoyed,
Talking about my misfortune.
I am glad I tried
The college and found
Out what the course entailed.
And even if I was
Not up to 100% it
Was maybe best
I did not wallow and
Wait around someone
To pull me up
Because that probably
Would not have happened.
The longer I sat around
The more chance
People would have
Given up on me
Or told me to consider
The fact I may
Never get a shot
At life or return
To my former glory.
That I should accept
I may always be
A shadow of My
Former self.

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Old 01-23-2019, 03:01 PM   #335
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Twas an epic fail.
Looks like a lollipop.
Do you not have
A pair of jeans
That has not
Been attacked by moths?
Watch I guess I
Am officially a reta^d now.
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Old 01-23-2019, 05:09 PM   #336
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Default Book, later...No self sabotage

Fred kept on asking and asking.
At least one thing made sense.
It was not self-sabotage.
It is just a royale mistake,
That people with afflictions do.
It is a relapse.
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Old 01-24-2019, 04:25 AM   #337
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Default Rehab or sick?

The hospital is for sick people.
That was my families view.
My dear ol'mum STILL says
You can tell by looking
At such and such that
Something, mentally is
Wrong with them. Meaning
I do not look like:
Something is wrong with me.
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Old 01-24-2019, 04:32 AM   #338
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Default Lip if you play your cards right

Lorne sausage, I need
To work on not
Taking the Mick,ey mouse.
The piss. The ran dan.
Wind up merchant.
Wind up monkey,
With cymbols.
Duracell rabbit can
Work nine hours, solid.
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Old 01-24-2019, 06:33 AM   #339
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Default Re: Petals

You can lead a horse to water
But you can't make it drink.
So peer pressure? Does not exist.
Manipulation? Is for the weak
Coercion? Is for feeble fools
Everyting boils down
A decision a person makes.
Influence, life experience, emotions.
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Old 01-24-2019, 06:37 AM   #340
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It was healing.
I did not write
That down in the notes.
It was just scab
Not as serious
As a bed sore.
It was dressed
When it was needed.
The cream at least was helpful.
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