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Old 01-15-2019, 01:12 PM   #251
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Sunday best. Up and down
Them apples and pears
More times than
A tarts knickers.
Fur coat and no undercrackers.
You suit that colour
Goes with your skin and hair.
They cried every
Night you were kept in.
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Old 01-15-2019, 01:36 PM   #252
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I spoke about it on the
Phone when mum phoned.
Something had happened
Or was happening,
My Grandfather was ill
And living on borrowed time.
My Grandfather had chemotherapy
But it was terminal and
He did not have
Much time left .
My Uncle and cousin sped
Up the road When
He got the
Button for morphine
And were maybe just
One or two hours too late.
Auntie, came to
Tell the rest of us
As we were out
For a new years celebration.
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Old 01-15-2019, 01:47 PM   #253
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Fred never said, maybe you
Are just emotional because
Of your grandfather passing .
He was not ever close
To his grandparents
Seeing as he
Was from a large family.
Large as far as
Today's standards go.
I have heard of the
Film: the seven year itch.
It was make or break.
I imagine Freds reaction
If I said we were expecting
And all I could see
Was him looking
Out of the window
And saying: "where
Will we find the money
If you can't work?
My life is as
Good as over.
It was fukked before, and now?"
That was Fred, not me.

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Old 01-15-2019, 03:51 PM   #254
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Fred worked serving the
Tradesman all their
Materials and supplies.
Somebody would rib
Him for not going
To the burger van;
You canna afford it!
But it was just a joke.
And when he was
Not going on the lash
One Saturday, he was either:
Pus^y whipped or he
Couldna afford it.
Neither were true.
It was blokes banter.
I heard him tell his
Boss not to cut
Something he needed:
Nah I need it,
Straight cabbage soup!
Woudst thou like
Fries with ones burger?
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Old 01-15-2019, 04:00 PM   #255
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I felt like I never stopped
With Fred. A work
Colleague joked that
I smoked "wacky baccy"
On a night when I
Had never done weed. Period.
I jogged and had a punch bag.
And I set myself a
Three day target to
Read a book in.
Forty hours in
A sweat shop and
At the weekend,
It was all go.
What I would do
To stand behind
A counter all day
I would think some days.
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Old 01-15-2019, 04:11 PM   #256
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I think I remember Freds mum
Saying that they all thought
That the novelty
Of having a girlfriend
Would soon wear off.
But Fred was never
Going to be a jack the lad.
His friends made fun
Of a guy they knew
For meeting girls online.
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Old 01-15-2019, 04:32 PM   #257
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I think that a lot of
People would have drawn
Similarities between us.
We both drunk too much.
We both had a temper.
But doing karate is
Not the same as
Fighting on a night out.
Fred thought he was a real fighter.
My suit looked a tutu
He would say.
I would rather have been a dancer
But dancers are
Happy and expressive and free.
And he thought that
Because I was trained
And fought competitively
That I liked his stories
Of drunken brawls.
When we were out
With some of my friends
A merry service man
Was speaking to one
And she had a boyfriend who
Was not with her that night.
So Fred set out
To start a fight. He
Kept looking at me
For approval, his eyes
Darting from the
Unwelcome man to me.
And the girl the merry
Man was talking to
Got pulled away by
One of my friends and
Another girl, and then
My friend and her boyfriend
Crept away and it
Was me and Fred, alone.
And I walked out the club.
I was in straits.
Anyone watching would
Be like: why does he
Keep looking at his bird
Does she "egg him on"
Is he waiting for
Her to cheer him on.
No, it drove me nuts.
Eissen and others said I had
Sorted out my problems.
I wanted a trouble
And drama free life
From then on.
And when my parents
Friend spoke to me
On a night out,
Fred hit him
So hard he was unconscious
For a brief spell.
I said you need
To go up and explain
To him you made
A mistake or he
Could get you
Charged and he is
My parents friend too.
I think Fred went
Up behind him
And hit him on
The back of the head.
I would have to
Ask Fred to change
The subject if we
Were out for a meal.
I would listen to him tell
The story first and
Say ok can we
Talk about something else
Or I would try
And joke: and that is
Why you were
Banned from karate classes.
I am an angry young man,
The boys at work say.
He did not care,
Why he was angry.
Boys will be boys.

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Old 01-16-2019, 05:56 AM   #258
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Muuum, whatever you
Are asking for
The answer is nooo oh

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Old 01-16-2019, 06:00 AM   #259
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Ice breakers. I am 19.
I am articulate.
Not young anymore.
I do not have a t.v.
I am bubbly,
When I get
To know someone.
All vegans and hippies.
All laid back
Or shy at first.
I would have dropped
Out if I knew.
I argued letter to letter
Toe the line
With that arrogant wench .
I have this. I can do that.
I am well connected.
Get a grip.

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Old 01-16-2019, 06:25 AM   #260
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I was genuinely depressed when
I left Fred. It was not
The bi polar moods disorder.
If it were,to compensate
For the flatness, I
Would be have been
High as a kite.
I may have said
Things I do not
Normally say but
It was my life
That made me depressed
And not the disorder
Like Fred would have enforced.
Something was holding
Me down and I read
Anything I could get
My hands on and
When my digestive
System began to slow,
I read that in the
List of side effects
On my tablet that
It contributed to: Alex.
But I never ever
Had the exploding
And I still do not.
And I read that the
Gut and brain are
Very closely related.
Neurons, neurotransmitters
And serotonin
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