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Old 09-22-2017, 03:57 PM   #1
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Default dear mom and dad

have you ever wanted to say something to your mom and dad and couldn't for what ever reason?

well say it in here...

dear mom,

why is it that you treated my brother and sister with a lot more respect than you did me?
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Old 09-22-2017, 04:08 PM   #2
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Why didn't you understand that when I said I wanted to die that I wasn't throwing a fit, but that I felt that way truly?

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Old 09-22-2017, 04:28 PM   #3
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Why did you call me a sissy when I cried?
Why was I forced to go to church, when you knew at 11 that I didn't believe that way?
Why are you still so adamant that you were always right?
Why is my divorce mostly my fault because I was the one that filed?
Why do I feel like nothing I say truly matters, ever?
Why don't you educate yourselves about my illness instead of just saying "I know what that is" in your authoritative tone?
Why do you believe that I can just snap out of it?
Why did you think my hospitalizations meant I would come home completely better? You sure as hell didn't from yours.
Why am I expected to care for you when you have exercised such little care for my feelings?
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Old 09-22-2017, 04:33 PM   #4
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I know you resented us for not being girls. You wanted girls, and it wasn't enough that I took an interest in all your hobbies. It wasn't enough that I felt so guilty about being even a little masculine that I never developed classically masculine behaviors, and therefore was picked on endlessly in school.

You made me feel like being a male is a sin I committed against you. You'll never admit this. Instead you'll just keep making passive aggressive comments on the side. I only made peace with myself in this regard when I moved far away.
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Why haven't I ran as far and fast as I can? I know the answer. It's because you trained me to feel beholden to you and your illnesses have become my duty. Why don't I go now?
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I am sorry you went through so much,
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it is okay to want to say so much.. that's why this thread exists
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Parents

I wish you were able to feel the guilt you should.
I wish you could emotionally feel the enormity of the pain and irreparable harm you caused.
I wish you could see it all in one place, and understand what it says about you.
I wish you could let down your defenses enough to understand how despicable you are.
I wish you could view yourself as society views people like you...

Despicable
Hated
Reviled
Disgusting
Shameful
Unacceptable
Rejected

We all know what happens to people like you in prison.
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Old 09-23-2017, 07:16 AM   #8
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I am sorry you went through so much,
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it is okay to want to say so much.. that's why this thread exists
I am writing my bio, but my family will be prevented from seeing it or knowing it's mine until after my death. It will be a free publication for mental health students/professionals. I do my own psychoanalysis after each thing I'm writing. I'm not using names, including mine, including my ex's.
On my eventual demise, the countdown click begins on my Google accounts and family emails will with the links be sent after the 6 months of inactivity
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You were the best and I miss you so much.
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Old 09-23-2017, 07:57 AM   #10
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Dear Mom, why did you go on to have 5 more kids with 5 different men after me?

Dear Mom, why was your alcohol more important than having food in the house?

Dear Mom, why did I miss my childhood because I was the defacto parent to 5 younger siblings?
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