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Old 05-15-2018, 12:51 PM   #1
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I can"t do it anymore. I just want to die, I want to never wake up. My mind races with so many thoughts and I am done. I just want to sleep and never wake up. I shake and tremble, I cry. I am done. What the hell, it needs to stop. It needs to stop now. My sleep has been better and I was praying that would help but I feel worse. When I wake up , I have panick and freak out. I just want it all to go away. Why do I get the **** end of the stick , why do I have to live through this, I am weak not strong. God is giving me more than I can handle. He should't

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I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I hope that, in some way, you will be able to find deep peace within...
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Sorry your going through this

When I get to that point I need to go IP to stay safe.

Is that an option for you ?
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Old 05-15-2018, 07:16 PM   #5
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I am going IP. Just waiting for last little bit to br done. Prayers
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I so hope going IP will be helpful for you. No one should have to suffer the way you're suffering. Keep us posted.
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I canít do IP any longer. Canít enter a psych ward.

Youíre very brave to be able to go. I have a morbid fear of being admitted for 72 hours. Or longer. If I can avoid the psych ward (go in for a cardio-stent insertion, e.g.) I actually enjoy a hospital visit.

Hope that you received some relaxation.
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I can"t do it anymore. I just want to die, I want to never wake up. My mind races with so many thoughts and I am done. I just want to sleep and never wake up. I shake and tremble, I cry. I am done. What the hell, it needs to stop. It needs to stop now. My sleep has been better and I was praying that would help but I feel worse. When I wake up , I have panick and freak out. I just want it all to go away. Why do I get the **** end of the stick , why do I have to live through this, I am weak not strong. God is giving me more than I can handle. He should't
Please get some extra support from your health care team. You are strong. Anyone dealing with this has to be and the more you hurt, the stronger you are from fighting it. Donít give up. You can do this.
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