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Old 05-26-2018, 01:29 PM   #1
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(I meant to post this on the attachment thread- not the anxiety one; sorry from the duplicate post).

Please help..I want some really good advice on hereÖmany comments. I need feedback because Iím depressed. I was taken or I should say ripped from my family and home 3 times by CPS when I was a little child (10-12). It wasnít for a good reason- failure to attend school. I was scared to even go outside of my house to play a lot of the time because I was scared I would be snatched by psychologically abusing CPS workers. CPS workers forced me to lie about abuse, including sexual abuse, just so they could win their case or look better in court. They had me sit for hours repeating their stories until I got them correct. I am a horrible person for lying about sex abuse and I used to think no man would love or trust me if he found out. I just wanted to go home and be loved.
I thought I had gotten over it but lately, the emotional pain and trauma are hitting me all over again (Iím in my late 20s). Iím afraid to have children because I donít want to lose them and have them have to go through the trauma I did (of being removed). I donít even want a husband or boyfriend. It is difficult for me to form meaningful relationships. I feel like Iím no good because of this and that Iím not worthy of love. Please guide me, in any advice you can, how to forget about this. I think about this every day and I donít want those experiences to ruin my life. Also, please read about my experiences before you call CPS ON ANYONE.
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Old 05-26-2018, 09:48 PM   #2
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I think that a really good therapist would be able to help you
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I'm sorry it's hurting you so. Sounds very hard. I don't have that experience. CPS came twice when I was under 5, but that was it.
Hope you will be ok
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