[Sleepyspoon]

Struggling just got through my first few days so my last binge and I can’t stand this all I can think about is using anyone else get crank bugs their driving me crazy

[everythingtohim2019]

Not as bad as you describe, but it gets better every day. I always look to the future. Once you sleep, you'll wake up thrilled that you're another day stronger

[Sleepyspoon]

Thank you for writing back iv been battling different addictions for the past ten years and this one has been particularly hard for me...do you have any sponsors?

[Paracelsus]

don't loose hope, find zen, possibly consider prescription alternatives if applicable

[Nika Inverse]

I'm coming down atm and I feel like **** and I'd do pretty much anything to continue using at this point... I don't know if I'm actually addicted or not though. Can someone describe amphetamine addiction to me please?

[Desoxyn]

Originally Posted by Nika Inverse

I'm coming down atm and I feel like **** and I'd do pretty much anything to continue using at this point... I don't know if I'm actually addicted or not though. Can someone describe amphetamine addiction to me please?

Amphetamine addiction: You forget about the pain, the fear, the loneliness, the depression, and the destruction. You remember the pleasure, the fun, the energy, the focus, and the motivation..

[Deenihle]

Originally Posted by Sleepyspoon

Struggling just got through my first few days so my last binge and I can’t stand this all I can think about is using anyone else get crank bugs their driving me crazy

I can definitely sympathize with you; just starting my 1st day without Adderall-I know it’s a bit different but I definitely have the constant obsessive thinking. It's very overwhelming. I hope you are feeling better soon-it all takes time. Kudos for making it this far! You are doing great!

[Dabbbaby]

I am a daily user tired of it

[jseymour]

Originally Posted by Sleepyspoon

Struggling just got through my first few days so my last binge and I can’t stand this all I can think about is using anyone else get crank bugs their driving me crazy

One day at a time, just need to find you a strong goal to get clean and stay clean, it will get easier.