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Old 12-30-2018, 06:30 AM  
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Originally Posted by tamed_wolf View Post
I'm narcissistic. Without the arrogance. A closet quiet manipulative little narcissist. If covert narcissist is an actual thing - I score 113/115. I don't have NPD. But I'm bait for other narcissists. They like me. And I like it. And I like to toy with them as much as they toy with me. I love the mind game. With one exception, that one exception is a very bad life binding mess, but otherwise, I've found my particular personality to mesh very very well with other narcissists. Use me. Let me play with your head too. Unbelievably- ending those relationships WITHOUT all the hurt taken to heart, complicated beautifully passionate and extremely fun life experiences for both people. Well except for one.

I found someone new though. I don't know if I'm dealing with a narcissistic person or not. I can usually tell. This guy is so different but I think I'm dealing with a new breed of narcissist I've never come across before. It's all sex. Freinds with benefits. And a little bit of goofing off laughing at ********. He lies a little bit. I caught him on it but I let him know I was fine with it. That was a risk to let him know that I know, but I did, and he seemed touched, and more interested in me, I know for both of us it's really really good sex. And for me, it's maybe the best sex I've ever had. I don't want to hurt him and I'm not going to. I don't want him to hurt me. I don't want to exactly to bait him. I don't want him forever. But I want him right now. And I want him to want me right now. More than he wants other people. I want to see his mind.

I'm going crazy. Good crazy. Bad crazy. I want him so bad.
I had me one of those once. We still text off and on. He still tries to get me to sleep with him again. It's hard to say no. Has been for the last 2 years.
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