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Old 03-16-2018, 04:32 PM  
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I've been going through a lot of stress for the past 3 months now. The stress has drained out my hope and happiness, but I'm still going forward. See, the only thing that I live for is my burning passion for physics and math. It's my only interest in life and has gotten me very far.
I confessed to my science teacher about my stress and mild deppresion a week ago. She gave me tips and promised me to be by my side and help me when I need it. I'm very thankful for having such a great teacher. She's the only person I feel comfortible to speak about my problems to.
Things have gotten a lot worse for the past days, though. My, what used to be, mild deppresion has gotten worse and I've gotten less motivated with school. Just this fact causes a lot of stress for me. I'm in 9th grade now, but I'll begin in "high school" in august. The thing is, in Sweden we have different programs in "high school". We've got programs from economy to hotel managment. The program I want to be inn is the science program in a private school in the city. It's the most difficult program and school to enter here, which causes a lot of pressure for. I need to get high grades, which I already have, but I'm worried 24/7 about what would happen if I DON'T get in.
The fact that I'm not as motivated as I was 3 months ago, makes me worried that my grades will get worse.
I've desided to speak with the school's curator again next week to speak about the things that's been going through my mind for the past day and maybe even ask for medical treatment or something like that.
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