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Unread 05-11-2014, 11:37 PM   #1
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I can no longer safely assume anything I hear or I see is what is happening. I no longer trust myself to say anything that won't piss everyone off. Everyone in this house every weekend tells me what I heard and saw never happened. This is why I sit in a room at the end of the hall, trying not to interact with anyone and cause more problems. I realized today that I don't even enjoy reading anymore, because I can't relax enough to give a damn what's happening in any of the books I read.
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Unread 05-12-2014, 12:10 AM   #2
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I know how incredibly painful and difficult this must be for you.
Thank you for reaching out here.
There are many folks on here who will listen, encourage and support you 24/7.

Are you under professional care currently? Have you called your doctor? Medications?
Important to pursue all three ASAP. Okay? Will you do that?

If you feel unsafe, go to the hospital, okay?

I am so sorry your pain and suffering has overflown the banks of containability.
Take care. Keep us posted. We care.
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Unread 05-13-2014, 10:16 AM   #3
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I see a therapist, go to group DBT therapy and see a psychiatric nurse. I'm on citalopram and topomax. My psychiatric nurse agreed to double my topomax again after my disability hearing 6/6, he wanted to double it now, I want to wait until the hearing is over so I'm not adjust to the new dosage again while speaking to the judge. I need disability to get out of that house.
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Unread 05-13-2014, 12:38 PM   #4
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Hello Keith: Good luck with your disability hearing. Do you have plans for where you will go if your disability claim is approved? It must be very difficult living in the type of situation you're presently in. Do you know what it is that is causing others in the household to say what you've seen & heard didn't happen? I hope you can get back to feeling as though you're making a positive contribution to the world soon. Posting on PC, & replying to others' posts, is a good way to begin. Best wishes.
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Unread 05-13-2014, 06:02 PM   #5
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I'm trying to get into public housing. Hate to sound paranoid, but if I wanted to get a person who's already diagnosed and taking meds out of my house, I'd pretend he's hearing and seeing things. I don't think they're doing that, yet, but it wouldn't exactly shock me either.
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Hope you can get in. It seems like it's always a challenge getting into public housing.
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Unread 05-27-2014, 09:34 AM   #7
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Seems like all Spring long, my family has been trying to convince me I hear and see things. Last week, Mom was trying to convince me how we could get along if we could just be civil to each other. Too bad my sister, her husband and 2 kids are my triggers just as much as Mom is. Mom and I can't even have a conversation with one of us getting angry.
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Unread 06-29-2014, 12:30 AM   #8
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Just a update on my personal life, I rebuilt my Facebook page that I use as a way to help others like me using what few resources I have left. The new web address is on my Psych Central profile.
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Unread 06-29-2014, 04:23 AM   #9
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Hello, keithalanveeder. I hope you get the help you want and need.
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You are not alone Im a straight forward person and everytime I open my mouth they think Im yelling at them,or Im mad at the world and I dont feel that way at all ,Its just the way it comes out.
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