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07-28-2009, 01:17 PM
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OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
So, my OCD is really getting bad.
I keep getting obsessive, bad thoughts. I feel like it's me thinking these things. Like I'm a bad, shallow, horrible, evil person. I have "confessed" 3 of these thoughts, but more are coming and they won't go away. I feel like I need to confess them for them to go away. But then more will come. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!  OCD IS SO FRUSTRATING AND HORRIBLE!  WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE THIS STUPID ILLNESS/DISORDER?!  I HATE IT! What if I don't even have it?! What if it's just me?! I'm so bad.  URGH.   
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07-28-2009, 08:07 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
You're not bad!
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07-28-2009, 08:27 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
Thank you.
I feel bad... I feel like this is me though... gah... I dunno what to do about this anymore... I dunno. I'm sorry... |
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07-29-2009, 09:07 AM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
My daughter has bad, intrusive thoughts with her OCD. She couldn't stop repeatiing F....K God" over and over again on one particular day. She was scared because no matter how much she tried blocking this thought out, it would get worse and worse. It went on the whole day and only stopped when she fell asleep. She was convinced that she's some evil monster, he psychologist questioned whether these thoughts were heard inside her head or whispered in her ear. Inside her head of course, is what she replied. She is meeting with the psychiatrist this week coming, I know he/she is going to try to convince her again to take medication although we were hoping therapy would work.
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07-29-2009, 05:29 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
I, too, hate the obsessive thoughts that enter my mind. They get stuck. I just wish it would all stop. It ruins the day. I understand what you going through. I hate OCD. We will conquer this. Don't give up. I am not.
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07-29-2009, 06:11 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
I don't even know if it is OCD anymore.
They are not just obsessive... they're so intrusive... they're so horrible... they're so torturing... they're evil... they're mean... I hate them... they make me so... I feel like I'm this bad person and that it's me... I don't even know anymore. |
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08-07-2009, 07:21 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
Hey pup. I have the same problem right now. Well really all the time. I don't really have any advice just letting you know you're not alone. Sometimes just knowing that is the best thing to help you feel better.
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08-07-2009, 07:50 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
Dear Pup,
You're not a bad person, I feel for you 
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08-28-2009, 04:09 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
Rossos,
Not to upset anyone, but you might want to put a trigger warning on your post- use the little red circle with the X in it. I used to have obsessive intrusive thoughts that I couldn't control- they'd come in and get stuck and would drive me nuts. And this was one of them. Back when I had a bad prob. with this, reading this would have gotten it stuck in my head like crazy. Even now, it wants to come through, but I am much more in control now so it's fine. Just thinking, it might trigger someone else. I actually read somewhere trying to block the thought, like your daughter did- which trust me, I did, too....I tried like crazy to thought block and it never worked- can actually make the thoughts worse. When you attach less importance to them, they seem to nag you less.
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08-28-2009, 04:40 PM
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Re: OCD - bad, obsessive thoughts...
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Ok well this thread was originally by me, and people can probably tell it may be triggering due to the content and the title... |
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