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Unread 02-18-2014, 06:25 PM   #1
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Need somewhere to vent? do it here...cuz that's what im gonna do

Its all come down to it. my friend is in the hospital...might not live till the morning. ive put up with frickin everything. rape, physical, mental, and emotional abuse, terror, being shot at...never guess im only 16 unless u know me.
went through times of being dependent on drugs, got high on grade a weed with friends to forget...even for a moment, what waits for me at home. bullying and sexually assault is my life at school. I recently overcame being anorexic. but before then I was forbidden to eat at home...I snuck food and then my parents said it was stealing. so I became anorexic cuz I felt they thought I was fat...they said it enough. I was told I was a mistake and shoulda never been born....that my parents hate me every single waking moment of everyday...tried suicide countless times...so so so much more.
can I escape it..no. do I deserve it? honestly, idk anymore.
im hopeless. no one can help me. there's no use trying
cant kill myself because im a wimp. but I have to forget this...have to...I cant deal with this...its too much pain...and ive been told I deserve all this...maybe I do?? idk....
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Hello, CGC12345, and welcome to Psych Central! I can assure you right off the bat that you do not deserve the bad treatment you have been receiving. No one does. You are worthwhile and valuable. You matter.

I am also sorry to hear about your friend.

We care and would like to offer support. You might want to read and then post in the Depression forum, since you sound like you are in that category, understandably. Here is the link: http://forums.psychcentral.com/depression/.

Of course, we offer many other forums and activities, too, so look around and post where you would like. You might find the Survivors of Abuse place a good forum to read, vent, and seek support in, also. Here is that link: http://forums.psychcentral.com/survivors-abuse/.

I am wondering if there is anybody at your school you can talk to such as a guidance counselor or even a teacher. You need some help in getting away from the miserable environment you are in. I hope you are an older teen, anyway. Okay?

P.S. I love your cat avatar. Let's keep hanging on!
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I feel like maybe I could've prevented this though
I'm 16...not old yet haha...wish I was 18 so I could get away from all this
thanks for you kind words...its appreciated greatly...really...it means more than you know
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I know we often think that if we did something differently, then the bad things wouldn't have happened, but I don't think that's usually so. We as children do the best we can and are at the mercy of the adults around us. I was my mom's scapegoat, even though I tried the best I could.

Is there anyone else you could live with--a grandma, aunt, friend of the family?
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Glad you found PC. It really helps to have a supportive place to place you feelings. I'm sorry you are being treated so badly. Hope PC helps get you through. We have many forums that may be helpful to you. Post when you wish.

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