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Unread 03-15-2013, 07:16 AM   #1
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Hey guys, I will apologise in advance for my rant. Sick of feelings depressed, alone, utter despair and alone. Have BPD, depression, anxiety and whole host of other 'stuff'.

Can't stop crying at every little thing. Sick of being so emotionally vulnerable. Been this way practically all my life…just merely existing.
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Unread 03-15-2013, 07:51 AM   #2
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If anyone is reading this, I hope I am making sense.
Yes, you are making sense. I regret the mental health system has not helped you much.

Your "rant" is welcome, and you are welcome to expand it as you have the focus and energy.
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Unread 03-15-2013, 02:18 PM   #3
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Thanks so much Rohag for welcoming my rant!
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Yea I understand. I've been almost manic lately. Felt decent yesterday morning, kinda like the drugs are finally working. Nothing changed but felt better. Then just broke last night while listening to Purple Rain. I didn't want to put anyone through what I've done before. I just sat alone, feeling so isolated and like the weight of the world was on my shoulders. I don't know what to tell you but I think a lot of us are the same.
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Unread 03-15-2013, 02:41 PM   #5
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I feel ugly as heck too.
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Beautiful, I am sorry you are feeling badly. I hope you see some sunshine soon.
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