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Unread 03-09-2013, 09:10 PM   #1
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Don't know how to deal with the mess my life is. Have no one to turn to. Don't want to feel this way anymore. Would rather die than go on like this but I have kids so I cant do that to them. Feeling tortured.
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Unread 03-09-2013, 09:25 PM   #2
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Sorry to hear that... please, list the issues that you are dealing with.
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Unread 03-09-2013, 09:32 PM   #3
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I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. You can turn to the people on here. There have been people who have sent me very encouraging messages and have helped to make me feel better. What feeling is torturing you?

You are not alone in feeling this way. Think of the love you have for your children and go from there...

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I am 46. No family no friends. I am bipolar, borderline, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, suicidal. Also have early onset Parkinson's. My husband is cruel to me. I have no way to get medical help aside from checking myself into hospital. I have no future. I don't have a car to get out of house often. Don't want to be here anymore.
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I am 46. No family no friends. I am bipolar, borderline, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, suicidal. Also have early onset Parkinson's. My husband is cruel to me. I have no way to get medical help aside from checking myself into hospital. I have no future. I don't have a car to get out of house often. Don't want to be here anymore.
This is horrible. I definitely understand.

Can you check yourself into a hospital? You have so many issues, and the drug interactions (neurological drugs for Parkinson's / psychiatric drugs) can be so serious that you really do need medical help and the hospital might be the best place to get it. It has specialists.

You do not have a car because of money or health issues?

If the husband is cruel, maybe you do not need him anymore, or are you financially dependent on him and would not be able to draw support from him if you divorce him?
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triste, is there an emergency health support line you can call? Maybe someone can take you to the hospital? It sounds like you're in crisis right now and you need all the help you can get. In the meantime hugs...you have us here at PC.
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I am 46. No family no friends. I am bipolar, borderline, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, suicidal. Also have early onset Parkinson's. My husband is cruel to me. I have no way to get medical help aside from checking myself into hospital. I have no future. I don't have a car to get out of house often. Don't want to be here anymore.
In my county, you would have free transportation given the Parkinson's, as assistance to the disabled. You would just need to let them know in advance of when you need rides.

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He has the our car, sitting in a bar. I am dependent on him financially. I have no were to go. Have no way to leave him. I'm sorry, I'm just hurting so bad. I cant take it.
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Northern WV. I have tried to get help. Tried to help myself.
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